Poetry

My Salutations to You, Brave One!

Rummana Chowdhury
She looked at me with gentle twinkling eyes And a humane smile on her softly etched pink lips Her salt and pepper hair was neatly tucked in a bun And I felt I could tell her everything in this jungle of a world And she would embrace me and comfort me with infinite care And I ponder: what did I do to deserve this unconditional love? In that terrifying night of deepening silence her own world had come apart... Her life partner and soul mate had left her and their precious son and daughter For the unknown unseen world beyond this life which would never be his choice The inhuman animals had mercilessly snatched his life and knowingly widowed her When she was only in her early thirties and living on a bed of roses Alas! if she had only known then the bitterness of life's prickly thorns! Even after over three and a half decades that haunting scene often comes back Intermittent flashes of darkness in her inward eye of that unforgettable 1971 The year of Bangladesh's unforgettable loss of blood and the War of Victory And also the year of betrayal and terror when life had braked to an abrupt halt It would always be isolated winters for her for the rest of her barren existence The icicles in her heart were getting heavier with each passing year... She had moved to foreign land to raise her two scarred children She was single handed and life had its vicious cycles of light and shade But she had strongly held the quivering mast with unfaltering love and care Immense determination and endless patience never faltered on its track And on stormy days and nights the light from above touched her soul. And now her grandchildren gaze at her with endless affection and tenderness... The wise one who listens carefully to everyone's stranger than fiction Life's complexities, buries her own life's tale with the new soil of time and tide Her personal sorrow and tears are effortlessly drowned in the murmuring river As the days go by and the nights deepen she listens and solves others' tales And awaits her divine union with him again but alas! how endless is the wait! Even the homeward bound birds look at her with moist eyes... It is only once in a while when the ebony darkness of a Baishakhi night Envelopes her embittered soul and drooping spirits that she feels listless And unpredictable tears drown her ravaged being and silent reflections And then there seeps up an unknown yearning for a never forgotten dear person In the innermost crevasses of her melancholy heart ever so lonely and fragile She then searches for her beloved violets and lavenders which are still fresh as yesterday...